Seven women tried out for one role
He promised to call you back
You waited
Good news
We picked you to come on board the project
Or business
Or what ever he chooses to call his enterprise
Call backs happen often
The role of wife is reoccurring
His impulsive nature is the reason
You must abandon the thought
Holy Infidelity
You read the script
Your replaceable
Just a small part of the play
New shiny things
Are irresistible
Who commits to just one
That’s boring
I am a man’s man
Way too much for just one woman
All who have eyes can see
Just how fertile, virile and capable he can be
Don’t even try
No trying to domesticate his insatiable appetite
Holy Infidelity
Nation Building
Owner of many lands
Unsympathetic to the nature of woman
Let me help you out
You were designed to serve him
To have him tell it
Don’t fight the feeling
Or try to change now
No ad-libbing
Or acting sour
You agreed
Remember
Holy Infidelity
A pair is two, any thing more would make it odd
Who taught you how to count
This is about splitting, fractions, sharing, breaking
He is the common denominator
You and your counterparts are all numerators
Top heavy improper fractions
It works because he says so
See
No wait you have to squint your eyes
Good, now turn your head
Aha there it is!
Shining like a beacon of light
Holy Infidelity
Please ignore that gnawing feeling in your core
It will go away soon
You will become numb to the pain
You agreed
Remember
Holy Infidelity
Now listen good
It is most advantageous of you to learn to share
There are other sisters out there
Don’t you want for her what you want for yourself?
Selfish, selfless, righteous, wicked Jezebel spirit having woman
Harsh right
That’s because you use your western mind to see
In the East..
You are an ordinal number
Whose day is it anyway
Who gets to visit his chambers
Who gets to wash his clothes
Who gets to cook his food
To rub his toes
Which bosom does he lay in
Whose turn is it to giggle from his caress
Every night is an audition
The best wife goes too..
But sh… don’t tell her, I know you are suppose to be friends
She might become jealous and your friendship might end
Does this irk you
I hope not
Stuck as a stand in
Tight casted into this role
Statistics mingled with fear
Deliberating your future
Half a man is better than none
Drowning in your own loneliness
Part-time lover
Mediocre
Holy Infidelity
Just making the mark
No sin in that
Think about the broken homes
How else can we fix that
You rehearsed your lines
Over and over again
But then…
Her perfume
Lingered in his hair
On his clothes
Your nature arose
Inflamed your thought
You forgot your lines
Repulsed by his presence
You passed on getting your fill of love
Rejected
Alienated
Abdicating your portion
As acting wife number 3
Just like that
The show must go on
Another number, another face
Holy Infidelity
About Author
Emunah Y’srael is an expert in DIY Soul Improvement with over 20 years actively dedicated to her own soul journey. She is the creator of the a myriad of self-improvement projects. Emunah has authored to date four books, all available on amazon.
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